i swear i remember to this day the way my spanish teacher in high school would say that.. i can hear her voice and see her face when she would do it.. i never forget it!
ive had a pretty good week so far.. busy but good.. lets see tuesday went to the dr..and well bascially just let him know how i feel how i try so hard to lose weight and i have no success and i how i feel like crapola alot.. well he has given me 30 days to eat better and start exercising before he digs and probes to see if something else is going on.. so i have my 30 days .. my chance to get this damn thing GOING! and well i have a renewed sense of wanting it.. its like omg i can PROVE to him i can do this.. i have to PROVE to him i can.. and i have to show myself that Pansy you are WORTH it!!!
so last night i walked and my plans are to walk again tonight and every single day as long as i can and try to up my time out every couple days.. i have to do it!!
sat is the concert and i take the kids to my moms on friday.. im stoked!! i cannot believe i will have 3 nights with NO kids..well without the 3 kids in the house.. its gonna be so different and ill be SOO Freakin LOST! im gonna be ready for them to come home but i do plan on taking this time and just trying to kick back and RELAX!!! try to enjoy the time with NO one to do anythign for but me (and of course poor gregory)
we shoot tomorrow night and well luke is already raggin me big time about out shooting me.. some good vibes would be nice.. please let the gods of the bullets rain down on me and have all mine hit the targets in the RIGHT places.. lmao!
well let me go back to working.. i may have some GOOD news very very soon.. that ill share with you!! ... so keep checking in and finding out what the voices are saying..
and of course asking me if i walked today.. waht have i eatn.. am i doing what im supposed to.. do i have water in my hand.. blahblahblahblahblah!! LOL
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