Finally Finally Finally .........Friday!!!!!!!!!

sorry i havent been around.. not like anyone reads anyway..s o maybe im just apologizing to myself.. yes.. self.. im sorry i havent blogged much.. its ok..self.. i understand..you have a had a very very busy week..and well sometimes its hard to step away from work and do what you need to do.. so please.. self.. catch us up.. ok..self ill be glad to..

so.. tuesday i went to the dr.. and i love my dr.. we sat and talked and discussed and bascially he .. ok girl.. this is the deal.. if you wanna lose weight you need to cut calories, walk daily and watch what you eat.. avoid anything white (well except my hubby.. hes calorie and fat free lol).. he said i want you back in a month and if you havent lost and YOU REALLY MADE AN EFFORT and did some changing.. we will dig a little further otherwise.. we will see what happens and see if you feel better once you get ur butt to moving and eating better and ridding your body of all that CRAP you have eaten off and on.. then he gently reminded me that pizza has a BREAD crust and that it should be avoided at all costs! omg i wanted to cry.. lmao!!!

so.. ive walked 2 days so far.. last night was IDPA so we went to shoot so i didnt walk b/c thats a hectic night of running to get the kids.. running to get them fed.. running to get the guns out and ready (though i did it the night before and got the range bag all ready). then running to the range and up late b/c Greg was off today and therefore we went out to eat after shooting.. i was proud of myself and shot rather good.. nto great but i did get a compliment from one of the long timers .. the guy that shoots ALOT of IDPA.. he said who taught you to shoot? i said my hubby why? he said well im not sure that he showed you that stance.. but you have TEXTBOOK perfect shooting stance.. its very obvious that you handle that gun very well.. just work up the strength in your wrists and keep practicing you are doing great! that made me feel so good!!!

then we all went for mexican.. and i was SUPER DOOPER proud of me.... i didnt order dinner.. cause i had eaten before we went to shoot.. i only ate about 5 chips.. and usually i eat the whole basket.. i did eat a couple bites of luke's chicken.. but thats it.. i was soo happy with me!!! i resisted temptation and DID NOT GIVE IN!!!

i have as of this morning lost 4 lbs and i know its probalby all fluid but i dont care.. im already feeling better and drinking more water.. eating healthier and staying on track..thats the biggest thing.. im not following any 'persay' diet.. i am just eating smaller portions.. healthy foods, low calories, high fiber.. drinking plenty of water.. limiting my caffenine to my morning coffee .. im just determined that i have to learn to make choices and make good ones while im doing it!

so tonight we take the kids to Meme's house.. they are soo excited to be going they are gonna be there til monday .. greg was supposed to work but they had a breakdown so hes off.. its the first time in OMG i have NO idea when.. probably april when we took our anniversary trip that we have been alone on the weekend.. tomorrow night we are going to the Boston/Styx concert with G & M.. and we are eating at their house and hanging out afterwards. .i cant wait!!!! gotta hit the ABC store.. i told greg i wanted some patron..lmao.. i may end up with casadores.. or if hes really in a bad mood.. jose.. lmao!

anyway.. things are looking up for me.. i finally feel as though im turning a corner nad gettin a little bit ahead.. my office manager who love so much, Leigh, announced that she is leaving and going home to be with her daughter.. she will be working part time from home to supplement her income.. but the good news is she felt very strongly that i could do her job! well its back into what i really love the accounting end of the work.. im gonna keep all the HR functions..but i will be taking care of more of the financial stuff. and if i prove myself it will be more money!!! my boss was so nice and told me he had all the confidence that i could do it and was very comfortable with moving me into that position!..

well the kids are with greg today and poor mandy is already upset.. he woke her up and shes tired.. lord i am NOT ready for school to start next week.. i think im gonna have to sedate that child to get her to sleep!!! but Greg is taking my gun to get the trigger done.. and im so excited!!!! i cant wait to shoot it with the trigger lightened up and the creep gone!! maybe ill do better lmao!!

ok work needs to get done!!! hope everyone has a safe and awesome weekend!!!